i'm swithing to MSN my space.. sian.. hahahahahahahah =P
I dun know how to explain this.. but i'm so enticed by MSN blog.. oh watever shall i do..
Woke up to a sms from Rayson, saying that his parents wanted him to stay at home so the shepherding time will get delayed abit.
So i went ahead.. watched Kids central till 1300SGT.. then decided to surf ard net so did so... and practised guitar and all... Then it was finally time so i left Shawn a msg and left for Rayson's house.
After i reached there, Rayson needed to buy a take-away as he needed to eat. So after shopping ard awhile he bought some noodles than we went back his house. We started off by watchin some clips.. Some were pretty funny.. others were flat out amazing stunts..
Then afterwards, he tried to impart me some more of his God given gift of Guitar to me.. We tried out some fast songs.. my fingers went abit bonkers so most songs which were too fast, i ended up playing and laughing..
Then I learnt the importance of Tithing and correct views of it. Though most of it were common sense, but he made it even clearer and kinda burnt it into my mind so i had no questions as he had answered them all.. =)
Suddenly he realised that there's a soccer match going on, so he offered me to stay over for a little while to watch the match. So we kinda watched Manchester United Versus Charlton. It is the first match that made me felt that Manchester United is good.. Maybe its only because they're playin with lousy team.. =P wahahhahahaha Anyway, the whole match was pretty interesting..[ Charlton def super big loop hole.. Can do one on one with goal keeper 2 times and score -.-''] By then it was already one in the morning, so he sent me to the elevator and i walked home.
On the way home felt abit sian, so i sung worships as i listened to my Music Player. Felt real great to be able to sing worships in public.. It is such a wonderful feeling.. hahahahaha...
So which leaves me here now.. So read me later and CYA =)
Almost forgot to blog.. SORRY. =)
So i woke up today doing stuffs i was suppose to do.. Suddenly i got a sms from Rayson.. erm.. kinda glad tt my shepherd's telling me stuffs.. hahaha
So i got out of my house not knowing where i'll be going.. When i reached the MRT station Jon gimme a call on where to go.. God really loves me.. wahahahaa So i reached and saw Weiqiang and Gerrald there.. After chit chatting awhile we decided to go as miscommunication strikes again.
We reached and found Luke, David [DI] and Matthias there. Had a bit of something then when we finally decide to leave, Shawn told me he reached and told me to buy him a drink. So i told him to get to Nexus ASAP and bought him his supposingly favourite drink and waited ard Nexus for his arrival. He arrived and tried to force me with some of his round up mathematics formula and then said he owe me 4 bucks. So i had not much choice but to squeeze him back his 4bucks... hahahahaha
Service started and everything went well.. The atmosphere the music.. Even the guitarist managed to pull off a solo or 2 tis wk.. Its just so well done la.. Then sermon is quite administrative.. hahaha
Felt quite hungry.. so we went s11 in hope of some lunch.. but as it turns out we have other stuff to do.. So Jon paid for the fried wanton mee alrdy ordered by Shawn and told Matthias to have it... wahahahhaaa So anyway, Shawn then treated me a curry puff.. and dunno why he felt so 'shiok' [ or 'Extremely fulfilled' in proper english] when i said 'Thank You' to him.. wierd.. anyway, We managed to rush down and pick up the stuffs in time. Left those things at RC and went on ahead to Serangoon Stadium.
It was super hot.. but everyone came together finally and Rayson joined us for some games there. We 1st played the Tarzan Jane and Gorrilla game.. which is confusing and ended up super funny.. Then was the Hand Foot Mouth game.. I havnt even shouted a single command then Shawn went on ahead and lead the whole body when i was suppose to be the mind.. Holy Spirit? Wahahahahaha Somehow won the game but it isnt the winning tt matters, just a gentle reminder that we all have flaws.. Haha
So Rayson had to go then, while the rest of us went back to RC. There we revised on what we have learnt for the pass few wks.. so we were split into teams of diff CG and nd to present of wat we think the solutions are. All were pretty funny and interesting as most did skits.. so did my team.. Thank God helped me back there as I dun think i could have kneeled down infront of so many pple.. hahahaha
Shawn then had to leave so i tried to wave him goodbye but bad timin la.. so i went ahead to food.. LOL Then shared some stuffs as a CG abt wat we learnt and all.. plus a lil evaluation of last wks session. As it was late, so we decided to leave. Calvin, Clement, James wanted to mug at a nearby macdonald so i went there to chillout while. There they were only really studyin for 30mins as the rest were spent fellowshipping.. hahahhahaahh
As Timothy Keith, Timothy Weilun and Hua Xiang was ard so i joined them while the rest left. We kinda crapped ard until we needed to leave, So we crapped our way to the bus stop.. -.-''
Then met Sunny and Peter there.. Hua Xiang missed his bus somehow.. so did me and Timothy Keith somehow missed our bus too.. -.-'' But in the end Sunny took another bus while the rest of us boarded our bus.. Hua Xiang followed us for some wierd reason.. So we crapped all the way to AMK interchange...
Along the way Timothy weilun and Peter left.. So we boarded the bus as we left Hua Xiang as he was boardin another bus. Crapped some more before i left Timothy Keith and left for home.
Overall had a wonderful day which felt like nothing before.. NEVER REGRETTED A SINGLE MOMENT I MET CHRIST!! ^^
Well, cya
Just read tml. Nothing today. Bleahs. Takkaires and Cya^^
Great day actually..
Did all my stuffs pretty okay and then went for Care Group.
ON my way there, Shawn felt hungry so he gimme a call, basically sayin that he needs someone to eat with him. So apparently i obliged and waited at Macs for him. He arrived looking as usual, then went on ahead and bought a Fillet meal.. when he could've bought a DOUBLE fillet meal for 30 cents more.. But oh well.. he couldnt' even finish that so i guess his judgement is still in workin condition. So we discussed abit about the game he was gonna host while he was still eatin.
Then we left for Ricks after his meal and found ourselves along with Weiqiang, Luke, James, Rayson and Clement. We prayed for the care group later on for awhile. Then shortly after Matthias came with the keys and we went in while others came hortly after.
Care Group was great and everything went okay.. But the sermon .. well.. ahhahah
Ended around 2000SGt and suddenly everyone had to rush home so left me and Rayson to .. well.. eat.. Had a rather nice talk with him as we weren't exactly having proper talks.. Kinda touched a lot of subjects.. and PC cards im not so familiar with.. Hahahah.. He decided to take a long walk to a faraway bus stop near my house.. probably to tok more bahx.. hahahah
So i went back home after Rayson went off and here i am.. hmm... Well.. now gettin cold feet abt survey tml.. haix.. shall pray.. CYa
Let see.. woke up late and completed assignment late... Gd start to a bad day.. -.-''
Took bus late reached there late..
Got there do everything rong.. at least i still have my image..and God. -.-''
Met Alicia and Candice.. they said hi.. i.. just replied.. something.. LOL
When i was abt to go.. a worried Grandma asked me for some help.. i tried to help the best i could.. its not my fault that my chinese dialect is not good..But all went well and she got her grand daughter back.. and i somehow ended up with the bus company's number.. -.-''
So when i decided to go.. Hua Xiang took me by surprise.. chatted awhile before i go..
That was how the day is.. But with God around, all my worst days are before i knew him.. to me at least. Got consoled and stuffs.. hahahaha..
So i gotta go.. Cya tml ^^
SO i woke and did some stuffs today..
Some maths.. and some guitar...
Then ard 2200SGT jon told me wat i have to do tml..OH NOO....!!!
haix..looks like i'll have to do it..Oh well..
Keith then chatted something with me.. WHICH SHALL BE KEPT PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL. =P
Hope to finish it by morn and come up with something.. And that it actually rains the whole day.. Muwahahahahahah -.-''
Okay okay fine.. wrong attitude.. Hmm.. "Lookin forward to it" will be a lie though and i'm not suppose to do that..
..I know! i shalln't say anything abt it then ... haix..
Hope no embarassing thing to blog abt tml.. well.. cya..
Well this is another day that i simply have nothing to blog about.. which is bad.. AHH...!!!!
Anyway, All i did was guitar, help Shawn out with his stuffs and.. well.. reading stuffs.. bad me.. bbbaaaddd mmmmeee.. -.-''
Oh well.. just read and pray that tml i'll have something to blog about okay? takkaires =)
Its just another plain good old slacking day.
Woke up just in time for Cyborg009 -.-'' Anyway, Luke called me and.. well.. Sought for my assitance.. He sounded rather embarassed..Hahaha So i watched until like ard 1330 before he came. Well, he didnt look that bad.. seriously. Its just another style.. Just hope he and hua xiang dun get caught together.. -.-'' I the offered him something to drink.. we chatted abt some stuffs for awhile before he left..
So i decide to hang awhile online before i had to go meet Jon. Since Rayson was online, i told him wat went on on saturday. He sounded okay with everything.. then i rmb his blog and quickly went check.. I found out he was cut again.. Though that may happen very often.. for him at least.. But somehow i was still worried to a certain extent [-.-''] . Next came Shawn askin for stuffs again.. Then found out Keith was bored.. gave him a few suggestions but he shrugged it off as it wasnt wat he had in mind i think.
It was time and Jon sent me an sms to confirm in the change of the venue. So quickly i rushed there and found James, Matthias and Jon sitting in a corner. So basically Jon briefed me on wat i nd to do in ard 10mins. I was like.. okay cause most of it is common sense. Jon then asked for a change in location as he felt the air-con wasnt workin properly.
On our way there, we detoured into Courts for a lil window shopping. There was lots of.. Aunties and uncles so the whole place is like dry market with air-con..think NTUC -.-'' Jon took notice at some of the headphones available while us others looked ard..
After ard 10mins of 'indulgence' we continued our way to the library. We moved towards the table as if it was already reserved for us as the whole place was rather crowded. Then we started mugging abit while James had to leave 1st. So Jon studied some anient history while Matthias had his math tutorials andi read the book Luke lent me. After Matthias went abit nuts over the questions and finished most of them, he thought that it was rather late and so we left for home.
After Jon left and me and Matthias headed to the bus stop, he started sharing to me stuffs and we had a great talk.. though it was only ard 10mins it felt like forever as we touched so much issues. I decided to board the same bus as him as i was lazy to walk [SIN!-.-'].
After i got home, watched Swordfish. It was just some action stuff and not much meaning to it. And well that leaves me here now typin doesnt it? -.-''
Well read me again alright? takkaires people ^^
Basically today was a total blast.
Now im not really in the mood to type.. so just bear with my crude & boring language [if any]..u'll see why as you read on..
Woke ard 0930SGT.. then took awhile to prepare abit and left for somerset.. As i reached only Gerrald was there.. Then we waited and as it turns out only Weiqiang and Calvin came.. So we left for S11 1st then Luke met us there..
They ate till ard time for the prayer meet.. so we rushed up. After we found seats in the auditorium, i thought that it wld be nice if i bought Bing Hong a card or something, so i went out after seekin Shawn's advice.. Turns out the Hope resource Ministry was looking for me too, so iafter i bought the card they went on ahead and updated my information. Thankfully everything was just abt started as i went in. Everything went well and Luke prayed for me for a start... Then it was the end of the prayer meet and service started great. Everyone went down and somehow i ended up with Keith beside me..for the 1st few songs he wasnt much into it but i tried my best to up the atmosphere so i think he told me i was crazy.. hahahahah.. but later i think he felt the atmosphere and went more hyper then me.. lol.. they overlapped a few praise songs together.. stuffs like "Evermore" and "Every move I made"..The songs they played was solid..then worships like 'All for love' made me smile as i really liked tt. Pastor Jeff was on a roll with his funny antics and nice interpretation abt the verse..as usual ^^ It ended off with a blessing call for all who wanted to start a caregroup in their schools.. i am not in any so i .. dun know why i should go.. After Luke came back he prayed for me again..
We went back to S11 after service and this time i ate some noodles with fishballs with minced meat fillings. Than I went with Shawn to buy some drinks... He refused to let me pay anything and carried both his and mine drink without my consent la.. was angry but he was just being nice la so nvm.. hahahaha.. After we socialised awhile, it was time for The unit meetin. So i left Bing Hong with my card and told him not to read the thing behind the card.. like wats the point of writing it -.-''
Anyway, it already started when we reached the area as we was late, so Gideon went on and said somethings before we were split into our caregroups. Then Jon announced the changes and wat i had to do.. guess the love/hate thing fits perfectly here, Of cuz im glad i can do something.. but wat exactly to do? I do not want to lie and go about doin stuff without proper knowledge, and the fact that this was not brought up earlier to give me time to prepare isnt any much of an encouragement either..But forget it.. If God is with me who can be against me..
Then me and Shawn and Shaun went on ahead and scoured across borders for some albums and headphones.. Then as the confused Shawn had no idea on wat to do with his free credits, we sat down ard the gospel corner and started to chill abit there as we looked.. Shawn suddenly have a sudden urge to take photos so he went abit photo crazy and took lotsa pics of himself... using my phone.. -.-'' He then did some funny pose, which after i threatened him with it when i had no other choice as he keeps rambling abt in his own universe.
Then we decided to get some drinks from Shaw house.. as we went up.. by the request of Shawn -.-'', he saw the little girl who acted in the watever singapore running movie and somehow won some wierd horse awards. I really don't know why he seems so excited..i mean come on la.. its just another human being.. wats the big deal.. Anyway, after we reached we bought some drinks as i continued to psycho that takin stupid pics with my handphone wun do anyone any good..
After we finished the drink, we went to mrt station and left for our destination..Sent Shaun to Dhoby Ghaut then Shawn to City Hall.. So it left me God Jesus and the Holy Spirit back to Ang Mo Kio. I don't know why, but 2 young ladies sat beside me and i was kinda cramped as i wanna be blameless so as u can imagine, i was sitting in the middle of nowhere on the MRT bench and 2 ladies sat beside me..so i had to literally hamburger myself -.-''
Thankfully it reached Ang Mo Kio before long.. [from Orchard all the way to Ang Mo Kio isnt long? think i misjudged.. -.-''] So now here i am typin this blog after a shower with nothing to do and James not replyin my sms yet. I dunno why but i felt all angst and wrath taking over me.. Perhaps the absence of my shepherd for these few days.. i dunno for sure..but Praise God that he helped me suppress them .. but im feelin i can explode any moment now.. which totally sucks.. I just cant stay at my house tonite.. i would go crazy unless God do something..NOW will be a good time..Being the Human Tourch with no ability wat-so-ever to withstand heat isnt a great feelin.. and im not sadistic.. hope someone will save me soon..
REad me again tml.. if i ever live through this nite..
Was like super inspired by Naruto episode 131.. so i decided to send everyone a sms...turns out Calvin dun even know my number -.-'' but nvm.. at least he's honest.. hahahah Then as it was 0635.. i slacked till 1100.. so tiring lor.. den decided to brush up me self abit before i left for RC at 1445.
Only found Jiancong there.. guess he was tired so he took a rest in one rm. Then i took the speakers to one corner and plugged into my digitak music player.. the bass was so nice la..
anyway.. those gers started pouring in.. and it soon became their living room la.. -.-''
Prayer meet started ard..1745 went on not bad la..
After prayer meet i helped clean up abit then went to my guitar..hahaha.. but the others was like playin those wierd songs so it kinda spoiled my mood then i just stopped playin altogether. Then everyone left except me James and Jed, so we started mugging abit..but i had none so i mugged the book which Luke kindly lent me. We then left ard 2000 when i realised smallville is startin in 30mins. Told James abt his blog and he was rather receptive so i guess tts gd la.. ahhahah
Cant wait for service tml man.. its gonna be a blast.. Read me tml man.. Cya! ^^
So i woke up ard 0855SGT.. but i was still abit tired then so i decided to slack abit on bed.. -.-''
By then it was alrdy 0905 so i dragged myself outta the bed and started on my deco project.
Seriously i need to clean my rm la.. like totally no space for three piece of drawing blocks to be spaced out lor...Anyway, i moved to where my com was and started doin it. At 1st it was like super draggy la.. but like 5mins afterwards i became super enthu and finished at ard 1200..by the end i was kinda super happy with myself cuz i did something for God! ^^
So i left for Rick's at ard 1555 cuz they pushed off the meeting till then. Huiying and some other ger was down their doin there stuffs. So i quickly got started. Shawn came ard.. 1615?? Was rather surprised that he actually REALLY rushed down[didnt see his sweats though]. He was kinda lost cuz he werent doin it the day before so i bossed him ard abit and he did the other part of the wall deco. So we did until like 1730 while jk abit and doin our stuffs.
Then as everyone came together, the whole thing started. The games was fun and everything went well great.. Seriously it was lots of fun la.. at least it made me forgot all abt the temperature of the room.. which was so hot and stuffy. Then after which we socialised and played ard until ard 2000SGT.We then cleaned up while Shawn bugged me to teach him 'Consuming Fire'. Its not that i dun want to, but its for his own beneficial purpose that i want him to figure out the strumming on his own cuz i really want him to excel.. at least better than me at guitar cuz he have the potential to do so. Then he had to leave after the clearin was done and i sense he was a bit disapointed.. I felt abit regretful but i did wat i did for his own good so.. Shall look to God for some revelatons.. hahaha
Then cuz of some misunderstandings, which is good in a way, cuz we kinda prayed and affirmed for Alvin before he gets transffered to the Polytechnic grp. Was kinda sad i coudnt tot of wat to say to him but i hope i did my best with God's help.
Then as we got seperated, which left me Matthias and Jon Tay together, he revealed some basic info on wat is gonna happen on Sat. Actually, he said till its rather obvious wats gonna happen..but i aint tellin u so u can read my blog again on sat!! muwahahaha -.-''
No la.. its just that no one is suppose to know it yet except for those Caregroup Leaders [CL] and above.. but its just something shallow so nvm.. hahahahah I took the same bus as Matthias home and then he affirmed me for my presence.. wow.. hahahaha
So now its just me and God and Jesus...And Holy Spirit..and Com under a coconut tree.. -.-''
..Watever la..hahaha read me again tml.. takkaires and Cya! ^^
Well, got up late today then found out what construction paper is.. -.-''
After which, i got to the RC and but its locked. So me and Huiying went on to buy the needed materials then went to her hse to finish up stuff. Jean came and she basically did her stuffs la. So we did the banner in.. 1hr+?? tts long man.. then we went on and finished up some more stuff before i went home ard 7pm.
Got home tired.. but Bleach is great! In fact, its getting cooler with each episode.. cant wait for the next one. Well then, gotta rest up for NEJC gathering. read me later pple!! ^^
Well its another day gone to waste.. this mustnt continue man..its like a vicious cycle..
Practised guitar listened some song..then got stucked to TV.. wats coming over me..?
At least i got abit more active today and did some dumb bells.. -.-'' LOL
Nothing much happened today.. read abit more and well.. Finally tt person contacted me.. but Shawn cant make it tml so kinda dissapointed..haix..
Edwin kinda forced me play yahoo mahjong..so i, yingjie yixiong and him played while yixiong and ed crapped away.. YingJie cant stand it any more [ard 40mins after] so me and him decided to lose..phew..thats long.. -.-''
Anyway, must go slp already.. must reach around 1pm..so read me again later ya? cya^^
I'm NEVER EVER touching any links on James's abandoned web site AGAIN!! EVER!!! the links are.. TOTALLY DISGUSTING!! U GUYS BETTER NOT TOO!! ARGH!! I'm gonna tell him ASAP!! HMPH!!
Another slacky day again.. The fact that it rained almost throughout the day did not help by much..
So i started the day off by reading the newspaper..then following is an interesting book titled 'Mere Christianity' , it explores several different views on Christianity and general ethical issues in a kind of humourous english language. After the reading.. WEll.. thats pretty much it for my English revision..[of cuz i havent finish readin the book yet..just the newspaper. -.-'']
The Hillsong London version of 'King Of Majesty' completely rocks.. along with the rest of Hillsong's music. After some musical revival, i practised my guitar again and wondered what i was gonna do for Deco.. hmm...
Still havent got news from Shawn yet.. Hopefully his friends and him made up a wonderful plan and start SOWing soon.. Though the fact that he might be a Shepherd while i remain sheep-less does not go down well with me, but the fact that its all for God remains the same.. kind of sad that i might not have a sheep soon.. might have to wait till next yr when i go JC.. haix.. but its okiex.. hopefully they'll still make use of me to do some stuff and not let this Child of God gone to waste ^^
well.. read me tml.. cya ^^
Nothing much happened today..really.
Jackie Chan Adventures suddenly became a nice show..i mean like..wow..
Chatted with a few pple.. like Keith, Mugun and..Shawn..hmm..
Practised guitar..argh..barred chords having problems again..haix..
Havnt read the newspaper today..shld do it soon..
Then found out i have to decorate some place..with Shawn!! ..of all pple..oh well..
I still cant figure out why of all pple that i am so.. well.. relatable.. kinda hate it especially when i'm down..i'm so tired now.. just feel like the whole world just crush down on me and so i can meet God..but since i havnt complete my mission here on this world...oh wel..
read again if you want..tml.. takkaires readers ^^
No one eversaid being a Christian is easy.
Well its not the 1st time i get rejected for my invitations, but it so happens that my handphone kinda rejected me as well..Oh well
At least we met up at somerset..of which some events made Matthias 'Very upset' and me too but i shall not say..hahaha Then went Bk and found out their student value meal became abit sucky..so it'll be macdonalds next time.
Prayer meet was great.. God helped me out by delayin the meeting so i can properly place my Guitar. Gideon passed me my certificate, i mean like finally..hahaha then some shook my hand..Rayson being one of the 1st..and Shawn being the only one who felt compelled to do so.. -.-''But i suddenly dun feel too high when service started ..dunno why.. maybe i feel abit out of touch and rather unrelatable to the lyrics..Felt perfectly fine at worship however -.-'' Then the balloons at the end were rather fun..i bounced a few of those which came to me back up to try and up the atmosphere.
We head to Starhub centre for some quick bites..was outta cash so i didnt eat. They ate and hung out with Bing Hong, a new transfer, i tried to join..but as always i can only play as the background guy and spoke only whenever needed..PATHETIC. need to brush up on communication skills..
Then we went for SeeD meetin [SeeD!! FFVIII !! -.-''] as Bing Hong was accompanied by Luke as he went home. Literally rushed there..and i got outta breathe. Everyone got ready and we played 'froggy killer' by Matthias which proves to be quite a blast. As well as Calvin's 7-up/3-up of which 3-up seems to kill almost everyone there.. the forfeit was to write 'Happy birthday Hope' with their butts.. then we saw David, Keith and some others, which proves to be funny la..haha.Worship went well.. Then learnt how to be a proper shepherd and how i nd to bring in newb soon..haix..i felt so intimidated by it..but God says obey the authorities..so if they think its right i cant also do much..maybe i can pray some sec kids have a sudden interest in me?? -.-'' LAME.
Everyone got their own stuff and went off..which reminds me tt i nd to realign my focus with God. Not much pple took notice of me but i passed them their stuff at SR mac before i left. Got 3 Just teas and started walkin along the road. God talks quite alot la..cant absorb much but at least i got his main point.:: No matter how others fare in life, in the end all people have to go the same destination. It's only the matter of what you did in life was meaningful or a complete waste of ur life. Of course personal indulgence is not and NEVER included alongside the word 'meaningful' at all, it just brings about self destruction and sadness will be felt by those who truly loves you.
Got home and showered..and i thought maybe the 1st thing when i reach Heaven is ask God to excuse me for awhile so i can take a long hot shower ^^ well..here i am.. this is indeed quite a spiritual low point for me..God yet comes to rescue once again when Luke came online..reminds me that i have to make the initiative and tt they're always around...well..he must be right then..again.. haha.. no matter how much i may wanna push it off, his advices were really the only thing keep me alive rite now. So as i continue to live on, i shall be his Martyr and faithful servant...Forever and ever Amen!^^
thats abt it now..read me again later ya? ^^
Well, woke up so early that i went ard with David abit tired. Then slacked in RC for awhile.
People started to fill up the place as my mind started to feel more energetic. Shawn called but couldnt make it for the meetin anyway. so it was just me, junliang, clement, gerrald and jon tay while the rest remains quite few too...at least it was fewer than norm.
The meetin went well, except tt i was too tired to concentrate but i managed to keep focus. After a few blabbering here and there, everyone left hurriedly as me cg pple left ard 1900SGT for dinner.
So there was me, Jon Tay, Sunny& Nathaniel, James, Jed, Matthias. We ate and communicated somewhat. It was filling despite the prices. Around 2000SGT everyone started to leave so i headed home.
Nothing much happened at home either, since parents were out for dinner. Shawn told me some stuffs over the MSN. And sitze accepted my invitation to Church while the rest were busy with something. Oh well, i'm sure God will take care of him nicely ^^. Ending this tiring day now..im flat out man.. cya ^^
Well, there's much left unsaid about today.
1st, Shawn nds his lunch so i went in NTUC and basically tried havin to decide on somethings 1st so he wun be stressed out. HOWEVER [notice my capitals], after he came he pretty much took over everything..not tt its a bad thing..but at least we spent below..lets just say$7.10 -.-''
After he told me to rushed there and end up watchin and wowed over a small crane like machine tryin to get over an obstacle, we finally reached on time. Everyone was happily down there..waitin. So it started awhile later and everything went on great..along with the Holy Spirit Baptism of WeiQiang and Shaun!!
So we stayed there after all is over to catch a glimpse, literally, of our fellow church mate on Channel NewsAsia. So we kinda waited for ard 40mins..along with my 'NEA ROCKS! )' message bein displayed.. for ard a min of his interview. -.-''
That was done, den we left for some dinner and found out some bad news den left for our own.
so that brings us here and my blog with NO SONG!! NO SONG!! *cries*
*ahem* neway, so its over today..yupx..done..ALL OVER! read me TML!! u better!!
cya ^^
This is...horrigible.. -.-'' There's..nothing..exciting to blog abt today..
Really..
And horrendously i slacked my way by guitaring and readin..something..
Lazy-ness..i have sinned much today..NOOOOOO~~~!!!
*ahem* okiex fine.. so maybe its abit too drama already, but its really, really bad that i'm slackin.. Nothing happen much today.. Guitar improved.. and ..something.. -.-''
okay, no more fillers..just read me tomorrow.. pls..i'm begging ya.. -.-''
cya =)
Why didnt i blog yesterday?
cause basically just slpt thruout cuz i was so tired fr water bap on sun to do anything else and so there was nothin to blog about... except that i prayed for some people i know.
Woke up and God helped me find the missing ear piece!!! Hallelujah!! God is faithful!! amen!!^^
Then disposed of my useless old magazines..
After much confusion, finally met up with Luke around AJC. Then met Jansen and chatted for awhile until Calvin came. We then bought and ate some curry puffs which somehow lead us to Jansen again. He left shortly after, then we left to buy some stuff for Shaun. then we boarded and chatted quite alot abt alotta stuff as it was a long journey to punggol.
We reached and chatted there awhile abt comic characters. Sahun is actually quite knowledgable abt those stuffs..quite amazed..LOL then we left for home and chatted even more.
ACtually found out tt God has improved my gift of insight and actually quite happy.. -.-" wahahhahaa
so erm..thk God lor..Wahahahaz..read me again..cya ^^
So we played some games and tok a lil then went to slp. some sorta stayover huh? hahaha
it was fun la.. just tt i'm completely not typin e details cause now i so tired. we then had some nice breakfast and den slacked ard a lil before we left for the trip.
Met up with Rayson, Elisha, Calvin and Shawn then left for East Coast. As time passes on the bus, it slowly turned into a Y-Hoppies bus as there came so many Y-Hope members who boarded the bus, basically means we were the ones who made the most noise =X
After we reached, we rushed down to the reception area. We went ahead and ate the foods which was there as sort of a tea break, of course i aimed only the fruit punch as it was the only cold beverage around. Much time passed by, then finally it was time for the Baptism briefing.
Before it started though, Luke got abit freaked so me, Mark, Timothy and Matthias prayed with him to calm 'our' spirits. The briefing went on great along with the praises, its also quite informative. Yet another time for prayers came, and this time it was for all who is gonna be baptised. After the prayer, we took a small break and travelled to our 'deathbed'.
There was already a lot of commotion and quite a crowd when i reached there. i quickly found where my group is and joined them. Shortly thereafter, the ceremony started.
1st from my goup was Mark, then afterwards Timothy and a few girls then it was my turn. The questions are pretty basic, though Gideon was nervous but he got the ball rolling. The feeling is just amazing. Though no major change was felt at tt moment, it slowly but steaily came rushing to me, and my old self was dead. Amazing how quickily my new being came =D
I didn't get the certificate immidiately though, and i was the only one. Oh well, guess God got a better plan for me =)
I do feel sorry for Shawn, Jonathan and the rest who got wet afterwards, as i really was too blank to do much [excuses excuses -.-"], i could only watch them being sent into the sea.
Then we went to wash up. As we walked into the toilet, there was a bunch of malay-punk-wannabes, not that i'm racist. As they were so crazy in the toilet, i could only assume those shower doors were rammaged by them. I wasn't feeling too good for a shower then, so i decided just to change out of my wet shirt.
we then headed home as the rest was headin towards a hawker centre which can be reached by a bus at the same bus stop. on the way we talked and..well walked -.-" seemed like forever until we reached the bus stop.
After we boarded, Thaddeus gave us the Fuzzy Bunny thing which left us lost for the whole journey. After i walked Shawn home half way then split, i realized the clue..and it was because of none other than Jesus! ^^[those who get the fuzzy bunny will know]
I reached home real tired..so now i think i gonna hang on for ard 2hr then fall slp..read me tml then okay? ^^
So i woke ard 0930SGT today and found out tt both me and Clement didn't weren't to any lunch meeting, so i decided to call Shawn who told me tt he'll wait at somerset and call others den.So i reached there and saw Luke, Gerrald and Elisha there with no signs of Shawn at all. After Clement and Weiqiang came, we decided to have lunch w/o Shawn. Later i found out he was held on with something, but at 1st of course i was rather angry since he was so wide awake ard 1000SGT. Since it already happened, there was no point getting angry over such meaningless stuff.
At least he made it for half of the prayer meet, which was okay la. Then, the service was great, wanted to jump but couldn't cause i wasnt wearing my usual baggy clothes. Everything went well.
Found out tt Shuan was sick after service so he went home afterwards, which left me, Shawn and Clement to rush ahead to DMM meeting.
The interview for the Hope Resource Ministry is rather easy, not tt i'm complaining, but its nice to know finally i'm in a ministry! woohoo~~!! Then we waited awhile before DMM starts.
Halfway through our meeting, the Channelnews Asia team came and needed an empty room to interview the top 'N' level scorer who is from Hope Church SIngapore, apparently. So we left for the Europe room to finish the meetin.
After which, we lamed around for a lil, so i decided it was time to change my handphone wallpaper. Nicholas took a rather lousy photo, but its okay since at least he have the heart to help us take it.
Joked around with Keith, Alvin and gang for awhile before we left. Then was seperated somehow so i went to MRT with Shawn. He then took his train which left me to go home alone.
And now here i m typin so early cuz i'm goin for a stay over later. So ya, read more abt tis wierd crazy Christian Life tml ya? take care readers ^^
God stopped the rain at the exact time i prayed for it to STOP!! Hallelujah! love God so much..haha
Then i travalled to RC, and saw jiasheng and his 3.5k electric guitar, a gibson!! Wahh..tts like super nice la..hahaha then i got to play it for a whileits like super nice la..then also God reminded me to improve my skills..hahaha -.-"
Prayer meet was great..everyone was in the spirit so all ends well. then gotta jam a lil with Desmond..no..Mark.,.hahahaha was fun la.. then crap ard a lil till i passed Thaddeus..no..Mattheus my bag..hahaha Then Luke insisted tt he teaches both me and Mark basic graph calculations. After he's teachings ended, we decided to eat something at somewhere nearby..den all went seperate ways..
Wahh..today so short arh?? hahaha no la..i add a few more sentence.. -.-"
God let me learnt tt i have to initiate cuz not everything comes my way so..hahaha
tts all pple..read me tml..hahahaha =P
to tell the truth, i did not really watch the match between Chelsea and Munich. I mean, Chelsea scored 1 within like wat..5mins. I could like totally forsee wat was comin..at least i tot i did..so i went to slp.
After slackin on bed till ard 1100SGT, finally got myself up. Was kinda last mins on games, but i changed to a diff game cuz i tot it might be nicer and kinda cuz of God's hint. Then i got my stuff ready and headed for Rick's.
Totally thought tt no one was inside so i slacked fr like 1630SGT till ard 1700SGT++ until Gideon came and knock on the door. Kinda wierd that there's actually someone inside.. -.-"
So we went in and Gideon felt like singing. So we did a few, like 'Consuming Fire' and 'Evermore'.
My strumming for both was abit fast so he couldn't catch up..hahaha i had to slow down..LOL
Then after a while it started, and all was going fine and smooth...Okay so i was not gd with crowd control..i can work on tt.
Everything ended rather early..ard 1940SGT. Then much left and the rest went to hawker centre. ate and talked..Then he mentioned tt i'm able to join them in Unit meetin. FINALLY~~!!!! waited for so long until this small tot of backsliding occured..but this move by God definitely drew me much closer to him than like..EVER. hahahaha He also mentioned that i and Shawn MUST organise games together, cuz he tot we are quite close frens..then i'm like..okay lor..hahahaa Gideon dragged me ard to shop for something for his mum, den he decided to buy a cake at some shop near his hse.. -.-" Then it was kinda late so we seperated. Rayson was kinda loss on who to follow until Jon Tay said this:' I'm going this way and so is ur sheep [which is me], so its up to u la' Hahahhaa.. some kinda choice he had..LOL
We kept tokin along the way and he mentioned some stuff tt he wanted to do with me and Shawn.. Kinda look up to him cause he have to take care of like..6 pple and still had time for tuition..hhahahaha anyway, picked up Gideon's books at Rick's then sent Rayson to a bus stop then we seperated our ways.
Reached home around like..2130SGT. Showered..turn on my com..and saw Shawn. He mentioned tt he was dissapointed with his results at NAFA. Kinda felt sad cuz he look so sporty and all...but its okay..everything happens for a reason. Then watched the O.C. , the whole series is like super warped now..kinda dun feel like watchin anymore..haix..anyway,
lookin forward to tml Prayer's meet..til tml den..read me later ya.
i tried to watch Juventus versus Liverpool at around 0230SGT, but i was just too tired, still it was enuff to let me see a goal by Hyypia and another by Luis Garcia. i mean, Juventus's defense is real lousy fr the start, the Hyypia got lucky with a close range at the 9th min. Then, of course, many other Liverpool pple tried to do trick shots. some were spectacular..but didnt get in -.-"
Of cuz, Luis got a nice pass.. fr whoever i forgot, then simply volleyed it in..i was like..wow.. okay so he look gerly [dun even start wif me abt his yellow wrist band on his right hand] but at least he got in a nice one ard 27th min. realising how lousy the opposing team was, i just went to slp. i mean, the whole game is now almost abt how pretty Liverpool's shot is gonna be. nuff of that, later Juventus pple come n kill me..hahahaha
After i woke around 1100SGT, i woke up and turned on my com. missed it so much.. -.-" haha
then, Luke called [actually i was made to call back but tts okay ^^] to accompany him to study and see a doctor. From wat i know of any human, no one likes to be alone. So i accompannied him to the Polyclinic. He then pass me a stack of notes which is like so much papers..haha
Anyway, since there was lotsa pple, he decided to settle some stuffs in POSB. Afterwards, while he was goin into the ward, i was abit hesitant abt whether anot to go in. but i tot to myself: wat the heck.. then i just went along. He's condition isnt tt serious, but shldnt be taken lightly either. so we went ahead to grab the medicine..only to find out tt we have to queue again.. -.-"
He decided not to waste much time so we went to Mos burger to study for awhile. there we met his fren[i 4got names again.. -.-"] but we studied by ouselves anyway. We went back ard 1620SGT to collect the medicine. He suggested to go library so i could study his notes while he finishes his tutorial.lookin at how hardworkin he is kinda inspired me..ANyway, we kinda studied while at the Ang Mo Kio Library, and PEOPLE, PLEASE DO NOT BUY BANANA ICE BLENDED FROM THAT "CAFE", BECAUSE IT TOTALLY SUCKS. ahem.. anyways, we studied..okay so he was the hardworkin one, i got goosebumps just lookin at the formulas. We then decided to leave ard 1900SGT, since the sky seemed dark as it was abt to rain..again. i sent him to the bus stop then left after he boarded his bus.
Seriously, i gotta know him much better after this outing, he is much more mature [ than me at least] and actually the quiet type. His gift of gab really covers tt up pretty well, so it usually ends up tt most pple stereotype him as nonsensical which is not true. He spoke more wise words than any of my frens before. Actually, he can become one of the best known Martyrs of all time, but tts just me. ^^
Then i came back ate some dinner then worried abt wat i was gonna do for caregroup. so i ask JiaSheng for help..he told me to ask Rayson -.-"
Rayson then told me to wait till tml -.-l!
So now i just wait..then Shawn came online. Chatted awhile then he left..which then brings us here..
Well then, guess tts it.. read again tomorrow..cya.
Gosh..I missed one night of blogging!! ahh~~~!!
..But lets not get too drama and carry out my 2 day evaluation....
So it was rainin Monday morning..i slept all e way till 1200++SGT -.-" it was like super nice to slp so i dun care..Then as i practise abit of guitar..my mum pass to me an unexpected package..
Yup.. its from Hillsong College!! ^^ Wow .. i tot they be giving me something like an email..but they actually send to me the whole brochures..i'm so touched...!!! but i'm NEVER GONNA CHANGE MY CHURCH =)
...unless its God's will then i got nothin to say.. =(
Well then, after that i went on to complete a huge chunk of Jesus Freaks, the book jon tay pass to me. It inspires me to be a strong Christian and managed to instill much of wat i needed to learn..of cuz i didnt forget my Bible.. Not forgetting my studies too.. and star wars episode 1...didnt knew my mum is a star wars fanatic also.. i'm like surprised..hahaha tts it for monday
Woke up on Tues to another chilling morning, dad asked me whether i wanted to help him out with something anot so i said no..cuz its such a nice weather to study..and the fact tt he asked me so he gotta be prepared for some rejections..Hey..its not like i dun wanna help..but as my parent they gotta understand my situation..okay..nuff of reminicsing.
Practised Guitar..studied.. Completed the whole of Jesus Freaks ^^
nothing interesting..OH..got stucked with Look To You all over again..LOL
OH YA OH YA...Praise God for finally stabalising my computer and its now all so well protected, Hallelujah~~!!^^
Hmm..Guess tts it huh? i'm getting boooorrriiinnnngg.. so i'll write tml instead, ciao ;)
[If u feel i'm super annoyed, its because i m..too tired la..]
Woke up early and then watched something.
It was boring so i tried my best to get to serangoon early. I couldn't really make it because of the rain..i tot i could seek some shelter at RC 1st..but it was filled with poepl from Church whom i dun usually relate with so i decided to wait under the block. Met Kok leng, did spoke a lil but not much as i think we dunno each other well. Then, as rain got smaller, he went back home while i walked to the interchange. As i was reaching, Shawn tapped my shoulder, so i acted as if i'm super annoyed by it. Then after some gathered, we went down to Serangoon country club. But both the bowling alley and pool tables were occupied so we decided to 'mug' awhile at a reading corner in the club. It was 1700SGT, so we decided to eat 1st then go back and check out the club later.
We had stingrays and sugarcane juice which was delicious and filling. Then went back and check the area which was found to be emptier than before. Rayson didn't have a good start, but he was striking almost consistently after the 1st few frames, so i think he ain't complaining. Which also brings another reason why i respect Rayson so much. He didn't have a very high score of about 180+, but he did topped the rest of those who played =)
We then went to the pool area but the tournament was still going on, so some of us stayed and watch while the rest walked into the activity room and had some refreshments. After the area was cleared, we started playing. My gifting of being able to use both left and right hand effectively in pool were of great help to me, because the cue ball appeared in some of the stranges places. I manage to win some games and we left around 2220SGT. Shawn, Jon Tay, Gideon and Junliang left 1st while i was dragged along because of Shawn. It suddenly dawned to them that the bus route they decided to take was much longer than any of the rest, so they stopped somewhere to change bus. As the wait was long, i kinda made fun of Gideon's bad intuition, which shouldn't be encouraged. After teasing awhile, the bus finally came around 2250SGT, and me ,Shawn, Jon Tay and Junliang left as Gideon decided to change to another bus. Jon Tay suggested that since me and Shawn are rather close, we should try and do some things together as it might turn out much more well organised. Jon Tay and Junliang left at a certain stop, while i waited with Shawn for his bus. After crapping around a lil, his bus caem and i went back home. I finally fixed tis com and now blogging.
Now i decided i should blog as often as possible as this is not very fun and tiring..phewy...gtg sleep now...read me later...
Woke up to a rainy morning on that Saturday[2nd April], then kinda rushed down to pay my O lvls fee. Somehow, i came home for awhile while waitin for some stuffs to settle. Because of lack of participation, i didn't go for the blood donation drive..haix..
Then, i went down to Somerset and waited for the rest of the people. Surprised to find Ruiyong and Stanley there so waited awhile before Clement came. Than some others came along so we left for BK. The students combo was great..though didnt mange to fill me up much. We then left for service and found Shawn standing alone there in the auditorium because he overslept.But i felt that he is still okay since he rushed down in his mum's car. The service is absolutely fantastic,and i tried letting the Holy Spirit and the atmosphere to overtake me..but maybe because of space constraints i couldn't do so.Then i spotted Rayson and some guys managed to find their way down to service in time but only got to find some open seats behind. After the service, we went to starhub to fill up stomachs once again. I was unwilling at 1st, but Shawn stared at me with the deer-in-the-spotlight-look so i found myself actually feeling sorry for him unreasonably and went around with him to buy lunch. -.-" Then we discussed abit about our Baptism names. Don't get me wrong, it sounds nice but its also kinda wierd because it sounds gerly[but its definitely a guy's name..I checked from The Bible =P] . Since i hav no better options, i took Gideon's suggestion. OH..BTW, the name i was tokin abt is 'Aquila' .
Then we went for the class about the Christian view of Dating. Its definitely more of common sense, but it also made me realise the drastic degrading of views about moral issues. It definitely let me learnt that the world's view point is wrong and distorted, and let their hearts rule their head.Anyway, went with some back to BK again cuz they wanted to try mugging. Had nothing to do so i tried to find the meaning of my Baptism name. After which we decide to go back home. So both Clement and Calvin mugged and and try to spite Junliang which was funny because he was rather obliging and 'receptive' on the way home. So i got back home and watched 'Interview with a Vampire'. the show was not bad..but i fell asleep after that and also watched the Hillsong new album's DVD.
Continued on next blog.....
Yup, you seen this right. Its been 3 whole days since my computer was last usable...Sheesh...
And all this is thanks to some newbie hacker who decided to hack my nude computer[Just means that my computer was without any antivirus and firewalls before].
Well then, where should we begin?
So I woke up happily on Friday [April's Fool] Trying to watch my Naruto Happily but it shut down half way, so I decided just to plug out my computer until I find a solution. Since there was nothing to do then, I went down early to RC for the Prayer Meeting.
[Began to felt weary now..so i decided to use slangs to type fr now on =P]
Kinda felt irritated cuz i was like the 1st one there and none was there to open the door.Then JiaSheng and some Deyi gers came and open the door. We were enjoying Hillsong's New album when during half way through, David and Jiancong came and wanted to watch Spongebob Movie. It was really lame and funny..especially during the part where they 'became man' ...HAHAHAHAHAH, its hilarious. I will definitely try my best to buy the DVD/VCD sometimes soon. Keith was like super nervous about wat to do because he was suppose to pull off a prank to help lead into where the birthday cake comes in. Oh, it was Alvin's birthday so Keith being his sheep, had to do something. I'm not a sadist or anything, but it was quite funny when he gets all worked up over it..hahahha..After slacking ard a lil, the prayer meeting started.Rather sad that both Shawn and Rayson couldn't make it.Keith then pulled Alvin into the room while David and the rest prepares the cake. We then saw the Alvin's big, surprised and that 'I-Wanna-Kill-My-Sheep' reaction which was quite funny also. Then Junliang started to chase Ruiyong around the whole rooms, which followed with many others such as David who joined the fray. It was super lame but somehow hilarious at the same time. After which they started to talk about themselves. The conversations were funny and the interesting. Clarence came back RC, though he didn't show it, one [at least me] could tell he had a tough wk fr NS[National Service], most probably because he went straight to sleep after shower.
So our little conversations kept up until around 2000SGT, then me , Jon Tay, Junliang and Matt [Thaddeus] went to try out the new S$2 Nasi Lemak[Malay Coconut Rice] which wasn't all that bad while the rest went home. Matt went home while i followed Jon Tay back to his house to visit and to get my PS2 fr him..OKay so it was more because of the PS2 so wat? =P
Anyway, his room is nice and cosy..which is somehow better than my own room. His lil bro and his lil bro's fren came in not long after, cuz they wanted to use the com. Was rather surprised that such a young fella actually appreciates classical music. But he was abit too close for comfort at times so for most of the time i felt rather awkward...anyway, went home ard 2300SGT.
Post My Saturday on right next because I dun want it to be too long.
Today was fun..Almost rained all day long which is good[I just love rainy days!!^^].
I also fell deeper in love with God thru Hillsong United's new album...This is just great!
Lets start with the exciting part, I went down and grabbed some elements and snacks from Ang Mo Kio central at around 1600SGT. Then I rushed down over to Rick's because I was late for being early. Surprisingly saw Rayson and Gerrad already there, was rather happy to see them there. I didn't have much chance to talk to him as he was talking to Gerrad, but can't really blame him, because I don't think they have much time to talk because Gerrad..Lets just say he is really busy. Then when it was about time, I grabbed Gerrad to help out with the Elements. Hey, I mean, it isn't easy to prepare for 17 people since there's gonna be like so many cups. Anyway, while I was doing that, the rest came and indeed the group was a huge and happy bunch. Real glad that Rayson was the guitarist again, because it some how also means he felt much better. Kok Leng and Alvin Leong joined us later during the session, than there was some chatter about is Kok Leng joining NEA2 anot. Well, I was some how glad because the pressure is now abit depressurised because it almost means Kok Leng would be the Lead guitarist and I will have more time to refine myself. Though Gerrad had to leave early, the whole session ended great and on a good note. The Wasabi [A green Japanese Spice] peas were quite a hot among the group, along with the bread. So I thank God for helping me in making those decisions.Before I forget, Shawn did pretty well for basic strumming under some tremendous pressure, so I decided to let him off easy.
After which, Rayson can't join us for dinner as he had some matters to attend to. So we left for hawker centre in the Ang Mo Kio market while sending off Calvin, Shaun, Luke and Weijian to a nearby bus stop. Rather amazed by Gabriel's passion for IQ cubes though, literally solved it within minutes. Don't ask about me, I just make the colours messier than say.. ever -.-"
Jiancong joined us while we were finishing, so I finally had some 'proper talk' with him..hahaha
Than everyone was off and head for home, really wasn't my idea as I needed more time to be out. But guess God say thats not his plan, oh well...
Not really surprising, but Naruto bittorrent finally came out after so long. Hahaha..So guess I'll have to push Bleach till tomorrow as Naruto is more important. ^^Well, Kinda long day don't you think?Oh, before I forget, Now I am even more obssesed and 'wowed' by Hillsong United's gifting of music..Now its just superb..Really Thank God for those people ^^
Hmm.. another long day lies ahead of me tomorrow, read me then ya?
Well, Takkaires alright? ^^
Finally, everything's back in its place again,
You stay far away, devil's henchmen.
No more confusion and grey area,
Everything will be black & white;plain & simple.
There's a limit to how much feelings to put into worldly craze,
All those useless, infinite faze.
Keeping my chastity and doing everything else with my best mind,
All these while keepung an infinite passion for Christ, Amen? =)
God Can Use You!!!
Just remember, the next time you feel like GOD
can't use you, remember.....
Noah was a drunk
Abraham was too old
Isaac was a daydreamer
Jacob was a liar
Leah was ugly
Joseph was abused
Moses had a stuttering problem
Gideon was afraid
Samson had a long hair and was a womanizer
Rahab was a prostitute
Jeremiah and Timothy were too young
David had an affair and was a murderer
Elijah was suicidal
Isaiah preached naked
Jonah ran from God
Naomi was widow
Job went bankrupt
Peter denied Christ
The disciples fell asleed while praying
Martha worried about everything
Mary Magdalene was, well you know
The Samaritan woman was divorced, more than
once
Zaccheus was too small
Paul was too religious
Timothy had an ulcer and
Lazarus was dead!
No more excuses now. God can use you to your
full potential. Besides you aren't the message, you
are just the messenger. God wants to use your full
potentials.....
1. God wants spiritual fruits, not religious nuts.
2. Dear God, I have a problem, it's ME.
3. Growing old is inevitable...growing UP is
optional.
4. There is no key to happiness. The door is
always open.
5. Silence is often misinterpreted but never
misqouted.
6. Do the math...count your blessings.
7. Faith is the ability not to panic.
8. Laugh everyday, it's like inner jogging.
9. If you worry, you didn't pray...if you pray, don't
worry.
10. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling
home everyday.
11. Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be
bent out of shape.
12. The most important things in your house are
the people.
13. When we get tangled up in our problems, be
still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle
the knot.
14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry.
15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.
...Still I don't feel right after reading this.
You ask, what is that I feel amiss?
Conflicts occur everyday,
Why must this cause the fray?
Silent as fishes they remain,
Do I seem to have emotions which can't be contain?
All I need is to hear the words,
So I won't be such hazards.
Yet all still stay in their place,
And caused me much abase.
Might I do the same when the tables turn?
Rest assured that I won't use a medium, case adjourned.
They read the articles and found some to abhor,
What do they think the Tag-Board is for?
Keep my calm I shall, keep peace I will,
Just don't do this next time else sadness in me will be instilled.
God showed his grace and love through his words,
And allowed me to slowly savour the buzzwords.
Deep thoughts came and took over,
And their silent tatters once again lingers.
Hey people I am not Jesus Christ,
And character is not something which can be moulded overnight.
As long as I concentrate on God,
I don't really care for where I should be.
So stop making such a din,
Because I rip bonds with even akins.
That is all my troubled mind can come up with today,
On this lousy dark Wednesday.
Guitar, Worships and Praises shall be my best friends,
Along with the One whom I call God.
Trying not to become what I used to be,
Is harder than I could initially forsee.
In thee's joy and celebration ,
I forgot about the things I first promised Jesus.
I lacked a thing called self discipline,
And caused others some bad feeling.
All that I could do is none,
Cause none told thee what shall be done.
Luckily my wise teacher saw the wreckage,
and spoke tactfully to minimise the damage.
But my imagination took over,
and heard their silent tatter.
Sad as I am, but I can't do much now,
Except for maybe seeking a communications know-how.
Apologies for what I have done,
So please let bygones be bygones and past be past.
Feeling wrecked, shocked and mocked,
There is no easy way to relieve these fears.
Tired as I am of all these past which haunts me,
All I want to do now is seek God and rest in peace.
Acknowledgements - Thank God for Hillsong United's 'All I need is You' for helping me through this day.
Another great day to slack! -.-"
Right..So to start it off, I slacked on my bed from around 0800SGT all the way to 1100SGT. WOW.I amazed even myself. Then I woke up and thought of Hillsong's new album - Look To You!! ^^ I then excitedly turned on my computer and blasted it a few rounds.. Its so rocking nice man!! Suddenly, I remembered I was somehow volunteered to help Shawn to find 'Cry Holy' by some artist, so the whole day I tried asking around whether anyone have the song at all.
Of course the whole day wasn't just about helping Shawn. I also practised my guitar [Plenty rooms for improvements, by the way] and blasted a few more rounds of Planet Shakers..Especially 'Open Up the Gates' . They're totally shook my planet man! -.-" Anyway, read some forum and found out that I would actually need a few more thousand if I ever want to move on to Acoustic/Electric or Electric guitar..Guess I shall work on my skillmanship first..Haix...
Then I read through The Bible..and tried studying..Hahahahha -.-" Well Keith came online but he didn't greet me or anything..guess he had his stuffs. Then I went on thinking about much stuffs which God answered in..What I would like to call "God's way" LOL
So now I'm basically still asking around and waiting for Shawn to come online..and anticipating the questions going to be raised by Rayson [You better start rembering he's my Shepherd already..If not, then I'm not typing this reminder anymore! ..fine so maybe I'll keep typing this anyway =P] tomorrow, well at least he sounded serious.. *jitters*
Ohhhhhh..I can't wait for tomorrow to come!! I just hope that I won't hope that tomorrow will come later... -.-" My feelings are going up and down so fast now I can just imagine myself going crazy...Shalln't be too emotional..*breathes deeply* Phew..okay..I'm done.. Well,read me tomorrow again blog readers okay? ;D
Woke up at around 0730SGT today, which is earlier than what I have set for my alarm. So was like lingering around the bed because both me and Thaddeus was like super lazy to get up.. so only got down around 0830SGT. -.-"
Was somehow forced into eating some Roti-Prata [Some kind of Indian toast] which tasted actually pretty good.After that, it dawned onto me that without God's help, I will never reach AMK MRT in time. So I grabbed a Taxi along the way and prayed also. The cost luckily weren't very high because God help turned most of the traffic smooth for me. Hallelujah! ^^ By the way, the cost was SG$3.50, so I gave SG$4 and told the Taxi-Driver to keep the change.
Anxiously waiting to find Shawn at MRT, but turned out he was later than me. -.-" I don't really blame him[But that doesn't mean you can be late, Shawn! =P] So we rushed down to Victoria Concert Hall, where Shawn's former Church (St Andrew's Cathedral) is located. To his surprise, it was actually a family service, where things were not as hyper as Y-Hope's very own Easter Youth Service on 26th Of March. Well, he was expecting some high energy session there. We ended up being of the more expressive people there, where the rest of the Church were almost all typically Singaporean [Which basically means going there for the sake of going]. Sadly, more of the spiritually high people there were much elderly than most crowds. Their skit were not as bad though, but could be a little less try-to-be-a-musical and more drama. Like Pastor Jeffrey of my very own Y-Hope says, no one wants to watch 'The Tales of the expected'. Oh well, enough complaining. Both of us, at least I felt, that the session was spiritually dry.
After the 'dry-run', we felt some what hungry [Perhaps more of God?] So we went down to Funan and ate somethings there. We hung out there for quite a while before we decided that it was time to leave for Plaza Singapura[Decided to type the whole name instead because it adds to my word count -.-"].
Confusion strikes yet again, because I tried my best to confuse him with all my nonsensical skills, so in the midst of confusion, we decided to walk our way to Plaza Singapura. We 'nonsensed' a lot on our way there...It was like super crapping session. Hahahahahaha..LOL
Before we reached our destination, me and Shawn saw some NEA5 people around the compound of Plaza Singapura doing something for the Tsunami victims. They didn't notice us so we decided to wait around the basement area. Before we could reach B2, Calvin came to us with his usual big heartily smile.
So now its deciding what to buy for Shawn [New Believer] as his birthday presend. After much considerations and shopping around, we decided to buy The Passion of the Christ VCD for him. But as I still wanted to shop around more, we went down to Trupet Praise and look at some Christian CDs and also considering if some would be of help as better gift choices. Wasn't a great gift idea in the end because much of them were way expensive, but I went gaga and crazy over hillsong's new album - Look To You. Of course I bought it and Shawn started looking at me with green eyes...So we decided to buy the VCD.As neither of us is 18 years old yet, we though that one of the sisters at the Tsunami stand could be of help. We didn't use their help in the end, but ended up helping the tsunami victims to feel better by writing some encouragment card for them. So then it was up to me to buy the VCD because they thought I was the most mature looking[Calvin supposingly the eldest of the 3] of the 3 -.-" The plan did run smoothly without a hitch, but it wasn't exactly anything good either because I'm not suppose to buy it [M18]. Anyway, after that we had some lunch nearby as I went on praising God for letting me have the album =D. After that we went to Sengkang to pass Shawn[New Believer] the VCD. He only stayed for a while though, then left us to be with his parents. We bought some lemon barley then went home as both Calvin and Shawn had a lot of homework to do. Calvin went ahead to Kovan, while me and Shawn stopped at Hougang to take a bus home. Shawn took advantaged of me by taking away my Zen Touch and leaving his IRiver with me during the bus ride. But I found out his songs weren't that bad either..except for maybe stuffs like backstreetboys -.-" Kind as he is, he pass me back my MP3 player and I excitedly went home to listen to Hillsong's latest release.
The songs are excellent and brought up the spirits in me so much that I'm now feeling mentally tired. Mitchel came to my house to take back his sword, he then commented on the songs as I blasted it in my room. Then he left and I got interested in the Hillsong College so I went ahead and check it out. Turns out that Debbide though it wasn't advisable, so I changed my mind back to retaking 'O' levels. What an exhausting day today..And so many things I can praise God for...
*sings happily* Hallelujah! Thank you Jesus! For you are worthy..of all the glory..and all the praise~~~ ^^
Well then.. read me again tomorrow okay? Now I shall just enjoy the creation of God through Hillsong's new album - Look To You.. ^^
It was truly a fun day indeed~!! ^^ Today is just filled with so many tiny winy little details to type about..Hahahahahhaha -.-"
We shall start with Jansen waking me up with the SMS.It was quite delightful that I got woke up by his SMS actually, because he sound so excited to go for the exciting Easter service! hahahah.. So after he reminded me that I have to meet Luke [OOOPPSS =P], I told Luke and asked him to join us. SO the whole morning was pretty hectic because I only really woke up at 0900SGT when i have to meet them at 1100SGT!!! So I quickily showered and then went on to Ang Mo Kio MRT to wait for them to come.
While I was on my way there, I was asked to ask Clement to join us.Surprise!! He was already on his way to meet both Calvin and Jansen at AMK MRT too!!! Hahahaha.. that solves some problem. ;) Then after I reached for awhile, I decided to buy something for my shepherd as he was so sick. So after some browsing I decided vitamin C was the best because we always need them..Hahahah-.-" Anyway, after I came out of the pharmacy located in the MRT, I met Clement who is obviously the only one on time there. We waited together for super long before unexpectedly Rayson[MY SHEPHERD !! REMEMBER IT!! =P] appeared. It was a pleasant surprise though. Hahaha.. so It was because of another miscommunications that he appeared there..works of God?? Hahahahaha =) Anyway, after settling some stuff we decided to eat at a nearby coffeshop.
But then the other all so late guys decided to eat at orchard instead. Clement was unable to cancel the order, so he bought a take-away in the end. Poor him.. Victim of the miscommunications. Hahahaha.. so in the end Clement had to finish it at Cuppage plaza.
After much mishaps, We were finally in the service!!! Yay!! Too bad you weren't there.. It was super fun and interesting man. The band were playing fantastically, and the drama afterwards was super funny!! hahahahha.. But then Alvin suddenly had a blooper during the play itself during the highest peak of the suspense part...!! But it added some nice humour into the play so we were all okay with it. Then, Pastor Jeff went on great with his sermons, which resulted in a lot of converts later..!! Praise the Lord! ^^
After the service, Shawn is super enthu about God, so he suggested we go for the second service. Of course I agreed, so he rushed through his lunch and we rushed up towards Thaddeus and the rest. Rayson again was there because he brought a friend who apparantly could only make it for the second service. The service was great the second round, Alvin didn't make any bloopers this time around. After that we went on to Burger King, and said Bye to Shawn. Hahaha.. then after that was fun hanging out with Thaddeus and Luke and Cow and Nicholas..We joked around and went our own ways afterwards..Hahahahhaa
Then now after I came from home to..Thaddeus's house!!!! Hahahahha.. so now I not much mood to blog. HAHahahaha see ya later!
Today was one of those more exciting day of my life..But tomorrow's going to be even better!
You guys know why? Its because our church is celebrating Easter and we're having a special service dedicated to God!! WooHoo~~~! So read my blog to find out about 1/100 of how fun its going to be tomorrow.
Lets start with me waking up. I finally shaved after such a long while -.-" Though I didn't have much time for a haircut because I'm almost late for being early. So I took off as soon as I finished my morning ceremonial. Oh, Just so to account to my Shepherd, I finally talked to my mum and told her what was going on. Its sounds ecky[even my goosebumps are coming out now as I'm typing..] but things between me and my parents are fine now.
Well then, I quickly rushed down to the stall to buy those delicious pan cakes as prizes for the game I planned out for the CareGroup, then went on to buy some papers as my game needed it. I then slowly made my way down to Ang Mo Kio MRT, but still end up drenched -.-" Guess i have some kinda perspiring disorders of sorts. So I was there, early as usual. Waited like, 10 mins before John Tay[ My Group Leader] came, but he was just on the way to drama rehearsal for the Easter celebration. Kinda figures. Then he told me that Rayson[My Shepherd, if you don't already know -.-"] puked several times yesterday. My face was okay but my mind was totally shocked and a bit heart aching. I mean, hey, if you had someone who treats you very well and fall sick suddenly, again like 2nd time in a week, wouldn't you be worried or at least felt some pain? Okay fine, so maybe you don't. But I do because I unlike you I'm still a human! =P. Anyway, after John went off, I was like abit frantic, so I decided to send him a get well soon sms[Short Message Service AKA text message via Handphones] of sorts. Then I became abit impatient so I sms-ed Shawn whether he's coming anot. I received a reply, but it was from my shepherd saying thanks.Wasn't what I expected, but at least I felt relived that my shepherd is okay, then I decided to be abit patient. We're suppose to meet there at 1030SGT, I reached there at 1010SGT, guess what time the first 2 person reached there? 1035SGT [Calvin and Thaddeus] -.-" All of them was like.. super late lor. Shawn woke up at 1000SGT, and reached at like..1100SGT? -.-" I'm not complaining about Shawn, but I'm abit dissapointed with Nicholas and the rest[Okay fine, so Constantine's reason might be abit more valid than the rest]. I mean, as mature young adults at least have some puncutuality habits. Its not like I'm always early, but I always try to make it my point to be early, and at least I run if I'm late. Forget it, no point blabbering about these stuffs here, not much of an impact anyway.
As they some how forgotten to about the Holy communions [People, please try your best to do something about the communication system. As you guys can see from my point of view, its COMPLETELY HAYWIRE.], Calvin and Luke went on ahead to buy. The rest of us then proceeded towards Gideon's house. On the way there, Keith SMS me about the blog stuff and how boring basketball is because he don't like playing it. No matter how hard I try, he ended my try for convincing him by saying he's stubborn and don't want to socialise too -.-"
He may be a kid, but he sure is one tough nut to crack. =P
After we reached there, we rested for awhile to wait for the holy communions to come. They came and my caregroup started shortly after Luke shared his testimony about how his injury was healed by God. So it was my turn to lead games again[Well Nicholas told me to do something simple..], I took out the papers and seperate them into 2 groups because it was time for that infamous high-school game, 'Suck & Blow'[Its just a paper passing game using mouth instead of hands, so don't go thinking anything wierd -.-"]. Of course, it was modified A LOT because we wouldn't want to be indirectly kissing each other. Gideon's first statement was like, 'Luckily John Tay isn't here' Like what was that suppose to mean? Anyway, The Luke & Gideon & Nicholas & Constantine combination won. Then, we played some common game lead by Luke, quite fun though. I shared my part of some life journey on how and why I became a Christian during testimony sharing, wasn't that much of a story anyway. Constatine's acapella worship skills is not that bad, just that I think they went abit overboard with the praying because Shawn was not Holy Baptised then, and I felt that he was uncomfortable then. The whole thing is abit too draggy la. Anyway, I tried to nudge Nicholas during worship because he was like putting both his hands behind his back and leaning. So much for being a teacher huh? Didn't work anyway -.-" Luckily Gideon offered to end the worship, else I don't know when it would end. The elements were great though. Nicholas tried explaining about how Holy Baptism works to Shawn but Gideon finished his job. So then Shawn was Holy Spirit Baptised! Yay! ^^ We then talked about some stuff after Clement came then went on ahead to go have fun with some JC people.
After we met them, we tried to go into grassroot club but the snotty security guard wouldn't let us in because some of us had slippers on. You should have seen the expression the guard have on then, its like super punch-able. Fine, shalln't get too emotional with such shallow people. [After all, we ARE indeed much richer than the guard could ever possibly imagined.] We decided to play pool at Big Mac Centre instead, so we travelled on foot. I didn't get much chance to speak to the new people though, but at least I'm now communicating much better within the care group. Well, I AM a hiker in the making but I just couldn't take it anymore, so we stopped by a nearby market and got sugar cane juice..with LEMON! That's like, so extremely nice[Everything is nice when you're desperate for it -.-"], but really it was still nice afterwards. The K-Pool was like, so crowded. Quite expected actually. It IS a public holiday after all. So we got a table first then got another a game later. Me and Shawn and Clement were playing at the other table because we really can't click with them. So my skills really improved by quite alot, and I actually started using my left hand to shoot because its really much accurate than my right hand.After the discovery of Clement's talent to win in almost any situation in pool, it was tim eto leave because we're almost late for the meeting.
We went on to sent them home, then oh surprise, they got stucked at Roti-Boy[Another addictive Singapore brand bread] As they ate, I went to buy grass jelly drink at a nearby stall. Maybe the auntie thought that Clement is much more handsome than me, but my grass jelly drink almost tasted like coffee.It was like super bland. Anyway, as we made our way down to RC[Regional Centre - A place where people of the Church living in around the same area come and gather] I challenged Shawn to master basic strumming and the basic 4 chords - G, Em, C, D- by next week. He readily accepted the challenge with a big heartily smile. Shawn, if you're reading this, you better put in some effort cause mastering won;t be that easy! =P
Reaching the RC with short of breaths [We ran], I went on in and consumed some water. Than it started, but I wasn't feeling well because I can't stomach those water. So I wasn't into much of the meeting until it was over. Jia Sheng's amazing guitar giftings stunned me on how much effort I needed to put into my guitar practising. Desmond's too of course. Calvin was trying to learn the basics and I must say he is pretty good for a beginner. Keep it up man!^^ Shawn, Luke and Clement then went on ahead to play soccer.
It was late and we were hungry, so the whole bunch of us went on for dinner. Desmond weren't that receptive at first, but after sensing his hunger, I couldn't help but offered to treat him for dinner. Although embarassed, he asked me for a small loan. I mean, just ask me for help, its not like I'm going to judge you or anything[I can't by the way].After the dinner, the whole big bunch of us were quite full, Desmond don't seem to be full because I shared one plate of fried rice with him. So I decided to eat less [I need to anyway] and tried shoving more rice onto his plate. But he said he is indeed too full, so we passed on the plate to Sunny to finish the job.
Me, Gideon, Johnathan Tay, Jian Cong and Sunny went home together because we live around the same area. We discussed about what funny moves John can do for his performance tomorrow. John then suggested that I might bring my Shepherd some supplements tomorrow as he fell so sick yesterday.I went on thinking what I might bring for him, and now I still don't know.. -.-"
I reached home and noticed my shepherd is online, of course I went on to ask about his status. He said he was fine, so I finally felt some relieve..again. I just so hope that he like.. won't fall sick again..like ever, because I just went through sickness..and I experienced through alot too so I really, really don't want him to suffer. Haiz...Anyway, Luke just called to ask me to join him and some other people for lunch tomorrow..So at least I know I won't be bored. -.-"
And I realised I took 2 hour+++ to write this blog!! arh!! hahaha.. woww.. seems that I really enjoy blogging alot.. U guys are in for a treat!! -.-" Anyway, I going to enjoy grooving the cool anime music my shepherd's blog is having..its just so cool okay? =P
Join me tomorrow for sevice okay? Call me at 92950396 if you're in Singapore and want to join me in service okay? hahahahaa -.-"
Read me later, Blog readers! ^^
Just feel so down today.
I woke up nervous because I knew I was going to call up MI for appealing. Well, so much for appealing, can't even try because rules are rules and the conditional intake is that you fail english. So I should be looking on the bright side cause I passed almost everything right? I'm not so sure... I'm only sure that I hope God will give me some more luminous signs next time to avoid dissapointing moments like these. Oh well, guess I'll just have to settle for Retaking 'O' Levels then.
Oh ya, Ying Jie actually read my blog and told me its because I didn't have the console, which made me felt pretty dumb. Anyway, no humans know everything in the world so I guess its okay..Lunch today is okay, nothing to go gaga over. There's pretty much nothing much for me to do, so i thought I'll just practise my guitar. Which, by the way, made me realised how rusty my guitar's 4th and 5th strings are, so I decided to change them. Now my guitar looks and plays more..how shall I put it..presentable looking..hahahahaa
After a few song practices, I realised I need to prepare my testimony! So I quickly try to squeeze my brains for some ideas on how I should go about it.The whole speech came pretty smoothly in the end, so I shall thank God for that. Hallelujah! ^^
I tried contacting Thaddeus after that because he said he wanted to take a look at it. So I finally saw him online and send him the small word pad document. He went offline shortly afterwards and didn't comment on it though, so I was a little worried maybe something's gone wrong with him. Of cause the 1st person I turn to for direction is his Shepherd, Nicholas. He seemed pretty confident of what was going on and took charge of the situation. I felt pretty bad afterwards because Nick mentioned that Thaddeus have to reply since Nick intervented the situation. Maybe Thaddeus got lectured for it, I don't know.And the fact that I'm still feeling bad about it isn't helping either. I really don't know how I shall even look at him tomorrow. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself.MAYBE.
After that, Nick told me Clement will not be able to make it for CareGroup tomorrow because apparantly he had to go clear his ancestors tomb with his parents as a form of respect. My parents asked me the same thing before, but I declined immediately. Its not like say I don't want to but I just feel that its a waste of time. I feel that Clement's situation is a no choice because he's family is pretty traditional in a sense. And that lands me to lead the 1st game tomorrow. Boy , aren't I excited? Not at all actually.. -.-"
I also noticed the absence of many people today in MSN. Most notable one is my shepherd..Guess he's fasting from computer now so there's nothing to worry about. Johnathan on the other hand, came online early today, saying that there's no school. No school on the eve of public holiday? I sure wished that I study hard for the 'O' levels then.. But this is no time to look back to regret, because I still have much to learn and do.
So now as I brainstorm for ideas, I still have to practise for testimony sharing tomorrow. My close friends will know what a nervous wreck I am, especially during times when there will be lots of eyes staring at me. Guess I'll just have to learn how to cope it then, and not forgetting anything during the sharing..Oh well, guess that'll be all for today. Look out for a very interesting blog tomorrow as there's lots going on for me during this Good Friday. Which reminds me, Have a Happy Good Friday! ^^
Read me later, Blog Readers! And God Bless~!!^^
How shall we go about the events today?
Nicholas finally called me around 1100++SGT when he woke. Well at least he tells me sorry.Hahahaha -.-" Anyway, confirmed timing den Alex[shalln't use his full name, ASK ME WHY~! :P] came along so I thought I might ask him along too, then he suggested to ask JianHao to tag along too, of course i complied, I'm party pple.Hahaha. Then my Shepherd came online.Of course 1st thing which came to my mind is whether he's sick a not.But I found out that he was rather fine and using a laptop in school.WEll, using a laptop in school don't seem to me as if he's that sick la..hahaha. So I felt relived and ask that he might tag along for the trip too, which like kinda never happened -.-"
Then I said 'cya later' and went off walking towards Bishan. I thought I was going to be late, but guessed what? I reached there 1310SGT and he reached there like 1410SGT, talk about punctuality. Anyway,I'm going to get back for whatever injustice I got on earth, so Amen! ^^
We went down to raffles 1st because he like, needed to pass some cosmetic of sorts to his mum.Talk about vainity. Do work still ask son to bring down cosmetic.Hahahaha. So I just 'hid' myself in one corner while he pass his mum the stuff, like why-ever i need to hide also dunno..Just forget about it already..hahahaha
We then took the long walk down from HSBC building to the stupid woman's restaurant[I'm not afraid cause this is my blog AND I TYPE WHAT I FEEL HERE.And feeling isn't slandering! =P]. Then it was like.. I was there then she's not. I called her then she said 'U late not my problem. U want come back later around 5pm' Talk about the definition of wretched.
So we like, travelled to Plaza Singapura[Shall be known as PS from now on] to have some lunch at Burger King. Me and nick took the student meal and Alex took none cause he wanted mushroom swiss but its too expensive.I wonder what he spent on during those past few days. Well, at least he seemed interested about the life of an after 'A' levels student[which is nick by the way]. He then went off to pick up JianHao to play pool in some mall of sorts beside
Fish& Co. Glass House while me and nick went off to check out the YMCA stuffs.
On our way there, we saw something I've never thought of seeing before.YMCA uniforms. AHH!!! Anyway, we made our way into the building which looks like a hotel reception inside.
We then discussed about my choice and while discussing, discovered that they have a chapel n the building.WOW. I realised that taking everything into my own hands isn't a bad idea, so we took off and lingered around X-zone at Dhoby Ghaut until its time for me to go back to that super lousy restaurant. After much confusion, nick decided that he needs to rush home for dinner so I went ahead to collect my pay.
When I reached, the woman's aunt was kind enough to ask about my status. The woman just went about rantling off with the male waiter about how he was raped, She talked as if sex is like brushing teeth which is obviously not.*cough*!!SLUT!!*cough* Enough of that.
I went off to join Alex and JianHao in their last round of pool. The mall is like so ULU[means deserted in malay] that like i dun even know of that...hahaha. So i proved them once again that I'm not made out for pool, so we had dinner at a deserted restaurant there. At least the food was good there. The staffs there made a small scene, so I just commented they were so bored they have to act out small skits like those everyday just to attract customers.AHHH!! Bad influence.readers please don't learn.
After that, we decided to go home.So we went to macdonald's and bought some cones then we left for our own ways shortly after that. After the tiring walk home, I guess those soccer matches and badminton matches and walks I've been taking finally hits me with full force..I'm like in such an ache now..AHH!! I tried regitering online for retaking 'O' Levels with the web site supplied to me via the 'O' Levels result slip..but guess what? It doesn't work at all!! Surprise? not really, so i thought maybe God wants me to appeal For MI which I intend to do ASAP.With Thaddeus, yixiong and some others, and of course God, supporting me, I found no reason not to do so.
Calvin then asked me to pass Rayson a msg asking Rayson to call him if I were to see him online. After some struggles, both of them are finally online now, I feel abit left out because like I'm not involved.Oh well, I guess I will know someday if Iever need to know.So I shall just trust them..hahahaha..That shall conclude my entry today. Gotta post it up soon cause many wants to read I feel..Wahahahahahha =P Well, read me later, Blog Reader!!! ;D
Didn't update last night 'cause i like forgot. LOL =P
Hmm..Well I'm finally finished with the template setting on the other blog of mine... OH, By the way, the OTHER blog is there because i accidentally signed up for tag-board.com .. -.-"
And I thought it was a pretty good idea for me to sum up what had happened about what had happened during the month at the end of each month..'Cause obviously i have tough time remembering stuff, and this will also force me to remember more 'tiny little details' so u guys can have much more interesting stories. CHEERS!! -.-"
Hahahaha.. neway, was rather glad when my shepherd came online [Talking 'Bout MSN messenger here] last night.'Cause its like a confirmation of sorts that he's alright.Phew.. ^^ But afterwards I need to convince him to finish up his homeworks fast and go sleep early, which he did[I think] when his status was set to sleep around 10++pmSGT...Which then mysteriously went offline around 11PM?? -.-"
My blog was rather well received when I asked friends to come take a look. Jun Liang..who shall be known as 'Constantine' [Oh boy... -.-'"] commented i have a nice page layout..hehehehe..OKay fine, so i should thank the girl who did this template, Thank YOU!! ^^ there you go...
Then before I was about to sleep, I decided to read The Bible, which is a good idea because I learnt many things through that reading. Stuffs like we should not discriminate people no matter what the circumstances really inspired me to be nice to others, so I was left with no choice but try to play Mr Nice Guy from now on ^^
When I was finishing my reading, LiKim message me that she got into Multimedia&Infocomm Tech, which was the same course WeiYang got into. SO of course i teased her abit by saying stuff like:'So u guys are together again.. *grins*' okay lame, forget it.Hahahaha, then she was like telling me how people change after this 'O' levels thing, which can't be helped because its really tough to keep in contact with old school mates, espcially if they are not the one intiating conversations. I mean, because I'm more inclined to the typical 'Introvert' type, thats why I'm usually shy about such stuffs -.-"
HEY STOP LAUGHING!!! =P
After I told her about my condition now, she didn't reply. I guess thats a good thing since it was already so late at night, hahahahah. But I decided to give her the benefit of a doubt, so i waited till around 0120SGT before i went to what teachers like to call: The Lala Land -.-"
After I woke up, I got surprised by this not surprising act of Mitchel saying he got high fever and stuff. I mean, if you don't wanna go out, just say so because I'm not gonna get angry or anything. But since I'm trying to be a Nice Guy now, so I will believe what he says. After all, I'm not going to hell because he told the lies =P
Then I saw Shawn's friend replying on his blog, commenting about the folk guitar his father bought. I felt quite bad as my comment maybe embarassing him..Maybe I should apologise?
Hmm.. maybe, cause he wasn't online yesterday at all.. Kinda scary with him being the person who likes to come online.But I shall just assume that he was flooded with homeworks..hahahaha
So now I'm trying to get people to go out because I need to check things out. And that Nicholas still haven't reply me yet.. Oh well.. that's all for now then..Gotta find people and gotta do stuffs,
Catch ya later, Blog Reader! ;)
Well.. Finally settled with another skin.
This is rather cool, so i guess i shall keep it for a while. =D
Hmm.. Life's still boring. As u can see from the Tags[Its under links if u havnt already discovered], Debbie thought my previous one was like so red. Actually i kinda agree with that.
Hahahahha.. Oh well.
That should be it for now.. Will update again tonight. Enjoy the song till then.
Happy Browsing man!
Hmm.. Hey.. My parents just mentioned that they'll be gone for this weekend.. Which means there'll be a stayover PARTY! YAY! ^^
Wow.. its gonna be like..great! But meanwhile, i'll have to settle my 'O' levels, my hair, and the salary which that wierd woman is trying to blame me for not collecting. I mean, hey, she's the one who told me to wait for her call at the start of March, I ended up only receiving her stupid sms on 20th March. What gives?
Anyhoo, that'll be all for today..not much time left on the clock anyway. -.-"
Oh ya, and take note that i'll be blogging like super often 'cause this is like super fun!!
Hahaha -.-" Check back often u hear? ;)
Finally settled down with a blog skin.. After SoSOSOSososoOso LLLOONNGG!!!
Hahahaha.. phew .. that was some work by the way. I mean.. hey.. i'm ONLY GOOD with front page man, HTML codes are totally outta my world. So i must thank GOD for this feat he let me done. AMEN!
Lets see.. hmm.. well i slacked rather a lot today. AS USUAL. -.-"
Then there's like.. nothing to do except call up YMCA for retaking O levels.. hahaha
Now i really feel like what i told LiKim, :'Its just wasting time' hahahaha -.-"
But its okiex.. as long as the Kingdom of GOD will grow, anything goes for me!!! ^-^
And now my dad is like.. totally wierd.. and i dont feel like tokin to 'em.But i promised my Shepherd i will try to honour them.. as well as GOD.. so no choice..haizz...
Well, that should be all for now.. i guess..
Identity: De Yuan AKA [Martin]
Birthday: 2nd of March, 1988
Current Location: Singapore
Current Operation: Assistant Helper of Jesus Christ, Saving People bound by the Devil
Status: Currently Supervised by God, Rayson and other Members of CareGroup Like Sihan, Johnathan Tay, Thaddeus etc.
Rescued On:24/12/2004
Official Entry date: 10/04/2005
Bureau: 
Current Song Growing on me:
God is Moving - Hillsongs United,
D-Technolife - UVERworld
Caught in: Bleach, Naruto
[[ Favourite Things ]]
God
My Shepherd [Rayson]
My CareGroup [NEA2]
Most Sports, Music
Any Role in Church activities
Blogging [Obviously -.-"] etc.
seen my blog
are here now
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[[People I like to know more about ]]
In no particular order::
God
Shawn
Bing Hong
Rayson
Luke
Matthias
Shaun
Wei Qiang
Calvin
Jon Tay
Jed
JunLiang
Mark - Desmond
Timothy - Keith
Timothy - Weilun
Michelle Zara
Marcus
[[ Music's Playing ]]
Artist:Hillsong United
Song: The Reason I Live